Saturday, May 1, 2010

My visit to Sonagachi, red light area

Months back, a Film Appreciation / Review competition was organized in our bank. Since I had a few tours on hand, I did not enter my name for the same. However on the day of the competition, I was very much in town and attended the programme. But seeing the list of speakers, I decided not to give my name. Two reasons : 1. The speakers, belonging to different cadres, were very talented persons who were known for their oratorical skills. 2. Everyone would be speaking in Hindi and I did not want to spoil the show !
The programme started on a promising note with the comperer announcing that the films ranged from good, old Ben Hur to latest, Three Idiots. As the 14 speakers came one by one, movies like Bhagban, Meerabai, Mother India, Chak De, etc. were covered. Personally I felt that all the speakers were talking about the movies, the story line, the acting part, reciting some of the famous dialogues, singing few lines from the hit songs, etc. But the message did not really seem to be delivered. What was the impact the movies had made on them as a person, as a family man, as a citizen… Should they not have talked about how the movie changed some of their opinions / feelings rather than telling usual things? I felt. I then decided to give my name and thought I would talk in whatever Hindi I know. But since time was short and also a few other requests came, it was decided by the organizing Department and Judge not to entertain any last minute entries. At the end, the Judge frankly told that none of the 14 speakers had done justice to their speeches and what was expected of them was the message the films had delivered and its impact on them. I felt disappointed that I could not share my thoughts with my colleagues. (Only now I realized Blog is very much there for me for my bak bak !)
Few films have really the power to affect and influence us. I have listed this Tamil movie, “MAHANADI” (released in 1993) as one of my favourites. Before narrating the impact the movie made on me, let me tell the story in brief.
Krishna (Kamalahasan) is a widower living happily in a village with his daughter and a son. He happens to meet Dhanush, a con from the city, who asks Krishna to join his chitfund business, with an eye on his properties. At first, Krishna was reluctant. But once his rich friend, a NRI, visits him and the desire to become rich arose in the minds of Krishna. He agrees to Dhanush's proposal and comes to the city. Expectedly, Dhanush swindles away the chit funds money and the entire blame is on Krishna. He lands up in jail, gets early release due to good behavior after a few years only to learn that his mother-in-law is dead and children have run away from home.
After a long search, Krishna finds his son with street-artistes and brings him back. He again meets Dhanush, who now assaults and teases him in a third rated manner and finally tells that his daughter has been sent to a place called Sonagachi, in Kolkata.
Krishna now goes to Kolkata in search of his daughter and is shocked to know that Sonagachi is actually a popular red-light area in Kolkata. Amidst heart-wrenching scenes of young girls who took to flesh-trade, Krishna poses as a customer and eventually lands up in front of Kaveri. They try to escape and are attacked by the goondas there. However, help comes in the form of the elder sex-workers who agreed to work extra-hours for the Madam to make up the loss of Kaveri. Though Kaveri is liberated and brought back to Chennai, her experiences continue to haunt her in her dreams. Her repeated screams "Bastards, I am not a machine, leave me, leave me" shakes Krishna like anything. Unable to bear her condition, Krishna decides to seek revenge on Dhanush and others who are behind the evil game. In the climax, Krishna chops off his own hand with which the villan was hanging from a high-rise building. He again goes to jail, comes out after 14 years to see his son, a grown up man and his daughter, happily married. THE END.
Kamalahasan has portrayed the grief of a humble village man in a realistic manner. His emotions at different stages of life are a treat. The eagerness to start a business and earn money, the grief shown when he knows that his children have run away, the shock when he sees his daughter in the brothel and the anger when taking revenge…. Excellent performance. Two particular scenes even now come before me. First, in the jail when he knows that his daughter has come of age, the happiness and helplessness is revealed so naturally. The second scene which will ever remain in my mind is his shock & grief and the emotional outburst on meeting his daughter face-to-face in the brothel and running from the mob of pimps, holding her in his arms. Kamal was at his best. Deservingly, it received National Film Award for Best Feature Film in Tamil. The music by Ilayaraja was par excellence.
Personally I felt quite a few issues were touched upon in the movie. Foremost, the film depicted the growing problem of child sex workers. The happenings and dealing in Sonagachi which were adequately covered, threw great light on the issue of flesh trade. The film also touched upon other aspects like increasing aspiration amongst the middle class people to become rich, setting up of business without due diligence, blindly trusting friends/acquaintances, problems of urbanization, jail reforms, unity in a family in times of crisis, etc. There was absolutely no overdose in dealing with any issue.
Personally, I was touched by the scenes of Sonagachi and I remember having cried while watching those scenes. The most important decision I took that day was that I should visit a red light area. And with me posted in Kolkata, I alongwith a friend, who was in a social service organization or what we popularly call as NGO these days, decided to visit Sonagachi. Certain facts were shared by my friend beforehand. That Sonagachi is one of the largest red light areas in India, that more than 10,000 sex workers reside here, that the brothels were owned by mafia, that the women were socially shunned and susceptible to extortion, blackmail, rape or murder by local gangsters and pimps, visitors are not supposed to interact with the worders, timings are strictly controlled for visitors, etc.
The place was a nightmare and looked like a ‘bhoolbhulaiya’. It had narrow lanes/ alleys, lined with hundreds of houses, the buildings were old and there were shops at every corner of the intersections. The roads were crowded with women outnumbering men. Hundreds of girls/women were standing at every possible place, with odd make-ups and consequent weird looks, trying to steal the attention of prospective customers. I was pained to see young girls right from age of 12. Mothers with children in their arms and also holding slightly grown up ones by their tender hands, were also seen moving around. My friend had already made prior arrangements to visit one house. (exposure visit?) The so-called house was a modest less than 100 sq. ft. room, with three partitions; a living room (are they living or dead already?) and provision for two beds and a third one in case of business boom. There was no door; just a piece of cloth/old saree hung as curtains, indicating that there was no privacy. Hygiene was totally absent inside the room and outside, in the lanes. More than half a dozen girls came out from nowhere when we entered the house and kept scanning / glancing at us. Though inside for a short while, it created a state of helplessness and insecurity in me. What appalling conditions! How could men derive pleasure after looking at these? To what extent have these girls/women suffered so as to choose this profession? The visit left such a deep and ever-lasting impact on me that the regard and respect for women increased manifold.

It was my first and last visit to any red light area and a bitter and most unforgettable learning experience.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

MY MAIDEN DANCE EXPERIENCE

New Year means planning and preparing for resolutions also. Atleast I make an assessment of what I have done and not done during the year/years and then, plan something for the future. For me New Year and birthday, both are significant. On all birthdays, I take an honest assessment of myself and set some goals. As far as New Year is concerned, I have the practice of fixing some targets for a five year period. I remember having started this from the age of 5. I had set some targets for the period when I was 5 – 10 years, 10 – 15 years, 15 – 20 years and so on.(More about all these later) And yes, please wait….. I will tell … this new year I have taken some resolutions for 45 – 50. As I recalled my earlier resolutions for the eight five year spells, I could not help patting myself – wah, you have done something as per the plans. For the current spell, I decided to take some totally new resolutions. Nothing related to official – yes, I have had enough of it, I thought and; not even related to family affairs. SOMETHING FOR ME, MY OWN, JUST FOR ME, something that I would enjoy, something which I always wanted to, but could never do….. To some extent, I thought let me be selfish this time and concentrate only on myself. And then the entire December was spent thinking on what should be planned.

I had always loved dancing. And so, I thought why not learn dancing this time. I know it was a weird resolution…….absolutely meaningless and useless ?? Any value addition for me? Anything useful out of it? I did not have an answer, but felt I should give a try. And then decided, among few other things, it is going to be DANCE also for this five year period. May be it may help in keeping myself fit, active and in a well oiled, working condition… And when New Year approaches, what better is excuse is there for not dancing. I decided to dance on the New Year day itself.

The cultural programmes for the occasion were being chalked out in our Colony and I decided to give my name for that…. After all, a beginning has to be done and such a beginning in our home, in front of our own people, is worth a try. Already my family were 'disturbed' when I joined the garba classes and now when they knew about it, were horrified. How can I? But they knew that when I decide on something, I do that with dedication. So just kept quite.

On 20th December, I caught hold of a person to teach me. He visited my house and we discussed in general about dance, etc. I still recollect his 'worried look' when he knew that I am going to be his student ! Thrice he got it confirmed !! The songs I left to him. I told him to select peppy songs and give simple steps. He would come to our house for an hour daily. I ensured that everybody is out that time. For the first time, I understood how difficult it is to dance ! Garba was slightly easy because it was a combination of steps which were done repeatedly and the rhythm comes automatically. Here in dance, every word, every line, the actions would be different. It was frustrating initially. The beats and my movements were not at all coordinating. One week gone and I started wondering hoga kee nahi. To top it, couple of days, I had to go on tours too.

But teachers are teacher and hats off to Sanjiv, my friend. One day, he made me listen to the songs for two hours. He kept encouraging me. On 27th, for the first time, I could manage it 50% !! 30th again on tour and back on 31st morning. Like mad, I practiced. I found that having listened to the songs repeatedly, I had got tuned to the beats and the words and meanings were also clear by now. I was 75% confident of doing. I entered into a 'pact' with my daughter that in case of any difficulty, she would barge onto the stage and 'bail me out' in exchange for which I would permit her to use the scooty for a week.

The function started at 8 PM and of the 20 items, as per my request, mine was at No.18. Slowly I developed cold feet… Winter time here and by the time the 15th item came, I was sort of tense, walking up and down…. The residents were perhaps wondering that as President of the Association, I am busy overseeing the arrangements ! Suddenly when my name was announced, the entire colony were surprised…. Shocked? I had not informed anyone earlier excepting the Secretary of the Association and the girl who was compering the programme. But before I could back out, my boss walked on to the stage and announced that bacchon ko takkar dene ke liye, hamare taraf se Venkat is going to come. But what encouraged me really was his appeal to all; to just sit tight, enjoy and welcome me for the 'sheer guts' to give name for the performance.

On the stage, facing the 300+ people, I felt jittery. What if I fell down, what if the CD stopped, what if I forget the steps, what if the 'nada' in the pajama gave way (this happened during the garba resulting in some serious photographs), would I become a subject of mockery, itne saal ka izzat (ha ha, aisa kuch hai) ka kya hoga……My God, so many thoughts flowing in………and so weird, all negative thoughts and that too, for me. My wife was sitting pretty quite in a corner (ready to run?). My son was telling something to his friends…(humne papa ko pahle se hee mana kiye…) My daughter standing just below the stage and probably thinking…'papa will miss the first step itself and I should jump on the stage to join him'……… few friends cheering me up, with thumbs up sign…

Three songs medley I had prepared. Jeene mere dil lutiya, Bachna hai hasino, Desi girl. I prayed God and promised never to 'commit such mistake' in future and just help me this time. Earlier I had told my friends not to record the video as I was sure to fumble. The music starts…. The song Jeene Mere.. began with slow counts one to eight….Suddenly when the second eight count started, I was beginning to feel at ease… Third line.. wah, not bad I thought, fourth line…… pretty good Venki, I told myself. Then I signalled my friend to take the video. I felt quite at ease suddenly and could feel that I was doing ok. Absolutely no problem. Yes, I forgot quite a few steps (I saw that later on the recording), but never showed that and camouflaged that with different steps; without stopping. When Bachna hai hasino song came, the entire crowd started enjoying… and finally when Desi Girl came, the crowd, especially children and ladies were enjoying and clapping. The dance lasted for five minutes. When it got over, there was such a thunderous applause and everybody including the DJ people, security guards, cooks and his team of staff, gheroed me, hugging and congratulating me……………. everybody seemed to be thrilled. Next ten minutes the programme came to a temporary halt. After the remaining two items were over, there was demand for me to do the repeat. This time, I happily obliged (ha ha…after all, I am an experienced dancer by now….). My daughter joined and in between, few other children too.

It was really a memorable New Year day for me, a good beginning. There was hardly any technique in my dance but I was glad that it was entertaining to the crowd. As someone remarked, most of the kids danced well, but you were the crowd puller… like item girl !! The dance became the talk of the colony and office. I thanked my family because they never came in my way and we had a treat on 1st.

I have posted the video in photobuckets and the link is given below. Please do watch the dance (and bear with me) and tell me your opinion. Looking forward to hear from you all.

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MAMA, MAMI AND ME !!

I happened to read a poem on Infidelity wherein the writer had expressed the feelings in such a simple, yet effective manner. I could not help myself thinking about this.

She is affectionately called as Bambai Mami (Bambai means Bombay, the present Mumbai), Iyer Amma or simply Mami. Mami is a popular figure in the neighbourhood. Every household knows her. Mami knows what is happening in everybody's house. Most of the news comes to her directly from the houses, while the not-so-good ones comes from others, through her spies ! Be it a marriage, delivery, girls 'coming of age', progress in studies of children, who has affair with whom, whose business is affected, which house-owner 'tortures' his tenants, who has purchased what,…. Mami knew everything. As a child, we watched Mami with great wonder. She had the ability to manage things well, notwithstanding the problems she had to encounter in her own life. She would try to make things comfortable without much fuss. She successfully engaged in many things to keep her family going. Mami had a fairly big family and a big bunch of relatives who were looking forward for her help and assistance, both physically and financially, at the drop of hat. Mami never complained and somehow managed. Now 72, though studied upto middle school, Mami knows the intricacies of modern gadgets including mobiles, computer, tax planning, LIC policies, etc.

In sharp contrast, Mama was the one who maintains low profile. Having suffered huge losses in business, Mama was always a tense, pessimistic person who never made use of his strengths and it was left to Mami to take control of the family.

Having seen so much of testing times during my childhood, I was dead against marriage. Did not feel like entering into that 'trap' as a family meant 'troubles and difficulties'. It took Mami good effort to convince me. She explained that marriage does not necessarily means trouble and that life can be simple if one follows 'the essence of life'. (The story is posted separately.)


I further quizzed Mami that she has been facing all troubles in life and putting up with a person who did not try to give his best to his family. Mama was capable, but successive failures in life shattered him and made him sort-of-irresponsible. Mami just smiled and said with pride – All said and done, I KNOW THAT I AM THE ONLY LADY IN HIS LIFE ! THAT HONOUR WILL SUFFICE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE !! NO OTHER TROUBLE CAN BE AS DEADLY AND GIGANTIC AS THAT !!! So my boy, when you get married, doing your duty to your family means, you have to be true and sincere to your wife too. Always remember that.

Soon thereafter, I got married and still continuing to follow the story. Dunno why, the story created a deep impact in me. I have seen how infidelity has ruined the lives of two of my friends. While in one case, the husband had an affair with 2/3 other women, in the other case, the wife had an affair with her boss.

Today, the 23rd of March, Mama and Mami have completed 49 years of their married life and entering the GOLDEN JUBILEE. Old habits die hard, they keep fighting over petty things. Mama is down with all health problems and Mami, spirited as ever, taking care of him. They stay with their third son. With three of her other children at distant places, Mami has the added responsibility of taking care of their flats, taxes, insurance, periodically enquiring about their families and the welfare, networking with friends and relatives, making arrangements for the continuing stream of visitors, etc. Time goes on, but the story narrated by Mami will forever remain in my memory and make me a better husband, father and a better person in this society.

P.S. : Mama and Mami referred to above are my parents and today is their Wedding Anniversary.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

REMEMBERING MY TEACHERS

A few thoughts which came to my mind on September 5, 2008. The day is celebrated as Teachers' Day. On this day, I remembered a few teachers who were instrumental in shaping my mind and personality.
We had just shifted from Mumbai to Coimbatore and I joined in Class VI in the new place. Obviously, I was not at all familiar with Tamil though it was my mother tongue. After a few months, I told a cute girl in my class– a typical southie girl with long gagra, frilled blouse, long hair, well oiled and plaited, with jasmine flowers.. – that I loved her. It was a casual statement without any hidden meaning; given my age. And what a scene it created. Reporting to the Headmaster, calling both the students’ parents and what not. I was too young to understand what was happening. One of the teachers who trusted me somehow sorted out the whole issue with the girl’s parents and told that my statement was misunderstood. Somehow he convinced them. His advise to me was – In future, when you go to some new place, take your own time to know the people, the place and the customs and practices. That will help you in adjusting to the situation and avoid such unpleasant situations.
Next was my Maths teacher who spotted my eye problem. I had short sight (which was detected after an year) and was managing somehow seeing the black board and copying notes from my friends; naturally if they had done it wrong, mine was also wrong. Seeing the gradual deterioration in my grasping power, the teacher felt something was wrong and after provocations, I told him that I could not see the board properly. I was in Class VIII. Immediately he sent a note to my father and got the problem set right. What would have happened had he not bothered to ask me? Years later, when I met him and recollected the incident, his advise to me was – When you see some in a good position and things are getting bad for him, take the liberty of asking him what has happened. Perhaps, the solution might lie in the problem itself.
My next teacher who I always remember was my English Sir in Class X. Our family was going through a bad patch. This affected my studies also. The performance level was constantly coming downwards, though I did manage to hold on to the first five positions. Again, being too, too obese, I was a target of fun for most of the children. I used to feel ignored. I started becoming an introvert and turned into a silent fellow. But what I alone knew was that I developed stammering and was therefore avoiding everybody. My Sir instead of punishing me for some mischief I had done, went back to my old class teachers and sought their feedback. Class VI teacher told – He was a bright chap. So friendly and loving. Class VII teacher – Studied well + slightly moody. Class VIII teacher – Not grasping things quickly + irregular in paying fees + not participating in picnics, group activities. Class IX teacher – Studious, but seems to have lot of family problems. Well, these were sufficient inputs for the teacher. He knew that I had problems. One fine evening he called me to his house and talked a lot and lot and suddenly I poured out all my problems to him – obesity, family problems, stammering. What an encouragement he started showing. He put me into music classes to develop confidence and made me involve in all activities – painting, games, elocution competition, etc. He spoke to the other students and with a few months, I was back to my usual self. His advise to me was – When you see someone in a bad situation, instead of passing judgements, just find out his past. There has to be some reason for his behaviour. Analyse that and try to help him out.
Perhaps, the most unforgettable teacher I ever had was my Accounts teacher in Class XII. He joined our school while we were in XI. He had just finished his M.Com and was a damn smart guy, a real hero chap. He hailed from a nearby village and was a very simple person and had huge responsibilities at home. The entire commerce group students became his close friends and we had a jolly good time. He had special love and affection towards me. I was unable to remit the Higher Secondary exam fees (which was just Rs.40/- !) and the last date had already neared. My parents were hospitalized for jaundice and heart ailment. I did not know what to do. I was often called by the Office in the midst of the classes, reminding me to make the payment. The teacher sensed something wrong and after availing a Hand Loan (sort of Personal Loan) made the payment on my behalf. I would never forget the day when I, in front of the class, could not control myself and hugged him. My old friends whom I meet sometimes still recollect that day and the manner in which the teacher consoled me. His words I still remember – If you want to help others, no matter in whatever circumstances you are, try to do your best, if it is a genuine need.
Years later, may be I can say that life has taught me so many such lessons or even better lessons. But whenever I remember my school and my teachers, immediately these incidents come to my mind. I can never forget those effective advise. To all my teachers, each of you is in my mind and heart and you have taught us and loved us so much. Whatever I am today, it is because of your guidance and involvement also. Thanks all my teachers.

HOW WE VIEW IT

I first saw him, lets call him Bunty, may be around two weeks after I had joined a new gym few months back. Basically the gym was more of an aerobics and yoga center. We had one aerobics teacher for the morning session and on the days he was on leave, other teachers used to substitute for him. One day it was the turn of Bunty to handle the class. The moment he started coming to the front row, I could hear some murmuring and some glances exchanged between most of the gym members. I normally used to occupy the first row just to the side of the coach, in front of the mirror. Initially I thought there was something wrong in my tracks.. whether the stitching has given way at the wrong place ! Tactfully I checked it out and found it to be ok. By then, Bunty commenced his class. His steps were quite different from the usual steps we had been doing so long. But what I observed what that Bunty’s steps were more in tune with the music and the movements – both the feet and the body – matched too well with the rhythm of the song. I could feel the ease and gentleness in his movements. Naturally after a couple of minutes, I felt so engrossed in his steps and really started enjoying it. During the in-between breaks, I saw members joking at something and after half an hour or so, more than half of the crowd had moved to the work-out side. Later on after the session was over, I thanked Bunty for this class and new steps.

Fortunately for me, Bunty was there to handle a couple of classes the same week in quick succession and the following weekend, most of the members complained to the owner to change him or put another coach for the morning session. On enquiring, one member told me that - in Hindi - vo tho chakkawala steps karne ke liye teek hai – his steps are like how a eunuch dances. I was slightly put off with this comment, but did not respond. Nevertheless, I kept Bunty under my ‘close observation’ and slowly found that the guy had abundant talent in him to teach new steps, knowing the pulse of the music, alternating between hard and simple steps to make us comfortable, gave work outs to different parts of the body, etc. Soon I became his fan as compared to the other instructors.

Bunty is a shy person and often used to sit alone in the corner of the hall while other staff of the gym used to share jokes etc. among themselves as well as with other members. With my talkative nature, slowly I involved him into conversation. Bunty does not know English, can manage it in broken words. He is a Higher Secondary drop out. He does not know any other work and is now aged 23 years. Even with his limited income, he used to help the needy. He visited temples regularly. Overall, he was a nice and sober person. I realized that he had great potential as far as dance was concerned and he could do wonders. But the only problem in him was that he had a certain ‘feminine-like’ mannerisms while talking, gesturing and moving around. I now knew that that’s why most of the members did not like him. So silly reason, I thought.

I thought in what way we are concerned about his mannerisms and feelings. As a member of the gym, I am here to do my sessions and push off. Why should people go into the personality of the coach or for that matter, anybody? It is his botheration and he is the best judge. I will learn some things from him as far as aerobics was concerned; only that much I am clear. I am not in the gym for cutting jokes or making comments on others. Much against the wishes of some friends in the gym, I started interacting with Bunty and during the last few months, I understood how talented he was. I started making enquires / seeking the help of my contacts to bring out his best. I engaged him in choreography works in schools and colleges, various shows, etc. He was feeling mighty grateful to me because his creativity was being utilized properly. His ideas during a fashion show were appreciated by lot of people. In one of the shows, he posed as a girl and what a thunderous applause he received, with some guys running after him later!!

Now here is the problem. Bunty’s parents, two brothers and a sister lived in a far-off district, to which place I often travel officially. He was the eldest son in the house. His father owned some lands in his village, which too due to lack of water, was dry most of the time. Bunty is in Jaipur since the last two years and I gathered that he had run away from his place. His family now wants him to return to his town and leave the dance profession. The reason they cited was that his ‘behaviour’ had changed over the years and they were worried that he was behaving feminine. Bunty had become a subject of mockery amongst the people in his town. He had no friends to confide in and slowly I could see a sort of depression in him. He started withdrawing himself and lost the old charm. Calls and messages from his house started pouring in and Bunty was getting disturbed day by day.

Bunty has now sought my advice, since he feels I am his only well-wisher. Should he return to his hometown as per his family’s wishes and now start learning agriculture ? I knew his limitations. He knew nothing else. All that he knew was only dancing. The gym owner who also happened to be from the same town of Bunty has asked me not to interfere unnecessarily. He says his reputation is also at stake in his town as he had brought Bunty from there and wants to see that Bunty goes back to his family. Otherwise, he would take him out of the gym. But I am thinking otherwise. Such talent should not be lost. Using some contacts, I packed him off to some cities in North India, for some shows where he is going to get Rs.20,000/- each place for his shows. I am also in touch with some friends in other places to earn him a slot for the shows in these places. I will also try to get him a decent job in some dance school here. I am determined to help him out. Bunty is grateful to me for my encouragement and he has by now almost made up his mind not to succumb to any pressure and concentrate only on his field.

I don’t know whether I am doing the right thing or not. My conscience says not to waste such a potential. Atleast he is able to earn something. If he goes back to his town, what is the guarantee that he would be earning so much money. And will not giving up his passion make him depressed? He is such a nice chap, so what if his behaviour is slightly ‘different’ from us. After all, he is also God’s creation. And so-called normal people like us, are we also not indifferent in some way or the other by our behaviour like hatred, anger, pride, manipulation, cheating,…….I will try to make my friends in the gym understand his position and encourage him. I seek your best wishes and advise to Bunty for all success in his career.

As I end this, I hear a song…. Dil ko dekho, chehra na dekho………. Dil sacchha aur chehra jhoota !! I end with these quotes:

Polished brass will pass upon more people than rough gold. ~Lord Chesterfield

Men in general judge more from appearances than from reality. All men have eyes, but few have the gift of penetration. ~Niccolo Machiavelli

Saturday, January 3, 2009

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